and I hate my hair. My mommy says she wont pay for another trip to the hair salon until winter because I just got it cut.
So, I’m commuting this year because corona isn’t very far from riverside at all.
But, I miss the privacy of being away from home/parents.
it feels good to be home (especially being able to fully occupy 2 rooms…yes, i have two beds and two closets 
)…but it also feels good to be alone…
You know what you gotta do when life gets you down?
Just keep swimming
Just keep swimming
Just keep swimming swimming swimming
What do we do we swim, swim, swim
OH HO HO How I love to swim
what is cheating?
is cheating betrayal? what defines betrayal? Is it defined differently than cheating? What defines cheating?
what is flirting? what defines it?
there’s so much on my mind. where do i even start?
one of these days, ima seriously rip your face off, biiitch.
here’s another instance of me not being able to control my anger.
at least, i haven’t killed anyone yet. you have to give me props for that.
I hate people who judge when they don’t know anything. I hate it when they think they’re all that while judging.
I hate it when people, who barely know me tell me they love me. Hah stop. throwing. that. word. around.
I don’t need your love and I don’t want it. And I’m sure you’re lying…stop it, lying is a sin.
My parents are so judgemental.
My parents are so asian.
My parents are so status-focused.
I can’t wait until in the future, when I officially move out and no longer depend on them for money, for education, for food and for shelter.
I never want to be like them.
i hate physics. i hate energies. i hate forces. i hate momentum. i hate inertia. i hate doing problems.
i hate chemistry. WHY IS MY FINAL NOT MULTIPLE CHOICE?!
i hate english. i hate shakespeare. self-explanatory.
i hate school because it consists of chemistry, physics and english.
i hate grades. give me A’s..PLEASEEE.
It’s the time of the quarter where I feel like I’m failing.
Not failing failing. But…failing in my standards.
I’m so unsure about my grades in all my classes.
I can’t seem to pull off a solid A in english.
Physics is scary.
Physics lab is even scarier because I expected it to be easy and it’s turning out to be extremely worrisome grade wise.
Chem is the only class where I know I’m doing well…yet, I feel like I haven’t learned anything.
Chem lab final coming up.
I want school to end. I don’t want to care anymore.
I saw the cutest swimsuit online at VS (and guess what? IT HAS POLKA DOTS…yayyyy my fetish) 
Not everything there is slutty.
physics is a nightmare. It is a class of fails.
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