Protected: she’s the problem.
September 9, 2008
Struggle
September 6, 2008
It’s so hard to be calm. Right now, I really don’t feel like being calm. I want to punch someone, yell at someone.
It’s so hard not jumping to conclusions. Right now, I’m jumping to all sorts of crazy conclusions.
It’s so hard right now to not feel hurt. Right now, I feel hurt, disappointed, sad, angry, frustrated, revengeful, jealous, violent.
I’m fighting back my tears.
Protected: “i hate” vent
May 17, 2008
D-day
April 20, 2008
remember the girl i talked about last time, who wouldn’t back away from peter?
well today was diamond bar’s birthday carnival and peter was there early. So was she.
so peter told me what she did:
her: is susan here? *looks around*
peter: no, not yet. she’s coming later.
her: okay *puts arm on him*
thats wonderful.
the girlfriend isnt there, open opportunity for her -__-
FUCKING SHITHEAD.
okay, i admit, i’m a very jealous girlfriend/person in general. but i think, any normal girlfriend would be pissed off and would be about ready to feed her to the whales.
(i was going to put her name here…
to hell with it, i don’t even know why i’m not)
i’m so angry.
i’m so mad.
I can’t even talk right.
i’m so hurt&frustrated&sad&disappointed
God, help me.
Protected:
April 16, 2008
Protected: okay so here’s why im not okay
April 14, 2008
if i were president, i’d make playing games for more than two hours a day illegal and freaking warcraft would be banned!
whats wrong with me
March 2, 2008
I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I’ve been so angry this week.
I hate so many things right now and I want to yell at so many people.
I hate that little freshman. I still haven’t finished chasing him down.
I hate that girl. Refer to previous post.
I hate games. becauseallboyseverdoisplaygames&ignoreeverythingelsethatmattersmoreinlife. andthentheyrealizeoncethey’velosteverythingelse -____-
warning: profanity
March 1, 2008
to that one girl whom i really want to slap right now:
-he’s my boyfriend. he’s taken. so there now should be a limit of things that you can do and cannot do to him.
- for one, stop calling him so much! find another guy to call! bitch i got yo number now. one more strike and i will call you up
-YOU SAW HIM MORE THAN I DID THIS WEEK! DO YOU HAVE TO HUG HIM MORE THAN I HUG HIM, TOO?! I assure you, you wont die not hugging peter. In fact, you’ll be perfectly fine and dandy. Honestly, I think a hug in the beginning of the week and at the end of the week should be more than enough but somehow, you just have to hug him everyfreakingday/timeyouseehim.
-STOP JUMPING ON HIM. ESPECIALLY IN FRONT OF ME. are you fucking retarded or something? You actually have the AUDACITY to JUMP ON HIM AND HOLD ON TIGHT in front of me? do you know who i am bitch? YOU’RE LIKE…. TOTALLY ASKING FOR A DEATH PENALTY RIGHT THERE! (i’d be more than happy to give you one)
-did anyone teach you what respect, manners, and THANKFULNESS means? OKAY so my boyfriend was kind to take your fatass to tutor. He’s also kind enough to help you with theperson you “like” (although I don’t know how true that is becuase it seems like you may like my boyfriend. some of the things you do are overfriendly.) AND THEN HE GETS IN BIG TROUBLE (i will not say what kind) BECAUSE OF YOU! Shouldn’t you feel bad, guilty, extremely sorry? NOOOOOOO you dont!. You call him up and you scream at him ”I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD THANK YOU OR GET MAD AT YOU.”
OKAY WOW. FUCK YOU. SERIOUSLY, FUCK YOU.
LEMME RIP YOUR MOUTH FROM YOUR FACE. THEN LET ME TEAR YOU LIMB BY LIMB.
YOU NEED A BRAIN, YOU UGLYpieceofcrap. DAMN, YOU ARE SOME DUMBSHIT.
peter chien, next time…LET HER WALK HER FATASS TO TUTOR HERSELF. SHE NEEDS THE EXERCISE.
STOP CONTAMINATING MY BOYFRIEND WITH YOUR GERMS.
actually, let’s hang out. so i can kill you right on the spot.
khfskaghksagyhoashglsahglwayoghashgs &*%)()*@*(@$ stupid bitch.
bitch.
