and I hate my hair. My mommy says she wont pay for another trip to the hair salon until winter because I just got it cut.
So, I’m commuting this year because corona isn’t very far from riverside at all.
But, I miss the privacy of being away from home/parents.
it feels good to be home (especially being able to fully occupy 2 rooms…yes, i have two beds and two closets 
)…but it also feels good to be alone…
You know what you gotta do when life gets you down?
Just keep swimming
Just keep swimming
Just keep swimming swimming swimming
What do we do we swim, swim, swim
OH HO HO How I love to swim
what is cheating?
is cheating betrayal? what defines betrayal? Is it defined differently than cheating? What defines cheating?
what is flirting? what defines it?
Seriously, I just came across this one site and am truly amazed at the talent involved.
I’m not a big fan of jewelry. For those of you who don’t know, I hardly wear necklaces. I hardly wear bracelets. I hardly even wear earrings except for studs. I just don’t like the feeling of having something dangling off my neck, wrist, ears, whatever.
But seriously, even I CAN’T RESIST SWAROVSKI CRYSTAL BEADS.
Just a few months ago, I became interested in swarovski crystal beads. They’re soo beautiful! They shine and sparkle and they come in the cutest shapes ever: hearts, stars, moons, teardrops. And just last week, I bought my first set of swarovski jewelry. It’s a simple necklace. A 14 mm heart pendant strung on an 18 inch sterling silver chain. I also have matching earrings! Anyways, these babies catch the sun all the time and they’re so pretty!
Check out Lisa’s creations and order them today. I think they’d make the perrrfect present for an anniversary, christmas, birthday, valentines day, anything. Prices are awesome for what it’s worth! Most necklaces are only $25 ish.
I really don’t think your girlfriend, sister or mom would object to receiving one of these: (and hrmm…i don’t know whether or not im hinting at my own boyfriend to get me one…..:D )
MY NEXT ORDER WHEN I GET MY PAYCHECK: KEY TO YOUR HEART NECKLACE IN THE DARK BLUE HEART and earrings! oh, the pink mother of pearl earrings are really nice in real life, too!
http://heheproductions.ecrater.com/
or go to her blog: http://hqcdblog.blogspot.com/
I miss the old times between us,
when things seemed carefree
and the atmosphere wasn’t so tense.
and all we cared about
was making each other happy
I think back on the times
when we flirted and touched,
kissed, laughed and loved
when nothing in the world was an obstacle
because i had you and you had me
because i had you and you had me
because we had each other,
and that was all it really mattered
our love was selfless
filled with trust for each other, for the future,
sparked by encouragement,
solely aiming at each other’s contentment
now all that’s changed
things are so broken, unmendable it seems.
what is this force tearing us away?
with every frequent fight,
the hurt becomes harder to bear.
we no longer blame ourselves but each other.
our love is no longer selfless, but selfish.
it seems that both of us are at fault
and having each other is no longer enough.
i doubt i make you truly happy
i fear the distance that grows
i weep even when tears are not flowing
i worry about where we stand
i miss the old times, good times.
there’s so much on my mind. where do i even start?
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