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ranting is what i do best

I’m extremely mad at this one person and I don’t even know why. I know I have no reason to be mad at her. I have no reason to hate her. She never meant to hurt me. I’m totally judging her. I feel like I can’t control my anger. Actually, I kind of don’t want to stop being mad at her. I want to continue hating her. I feel guilty. I know that what I’m doing and what I’m feeling is wrong. I try to pray about it but I feel that my prayers on this subject are insincere and that I don’t mean a single word I’m praying. There was a period of time where I wanted to befriend her and where I told myself that I would stop this. I succeeded for like… a week. Omgosh I just hate her so bad and I feel like no one in the freaking world would understand. I swear that sometimes its just so hard for me to hold in my tongue. I seriously bite my lips because I want to spray her face with my explosive saliva infused cussing.