goodbye

goodbye hopes and dreams.
when one thing goes down, so does everything else.
wordpress is useless in expressing full emotions

D-day

remember the girl i talked about last time, who wouldn’t back away from peter?

well today was diamond bar’s birthday carnival and peter was there early. So was she.
so peter told me what she did:

her: is susan here? *looks around*
peter: no, not yet. she’s coming later.
her: okay *puts arm on him*
thats wonderful.
the girlfriend isnt there, open opportunity for her -__-

-deleted cuss word-
okay, i admit, i’m a very jealous girlfriend/person in general. but i think, any normal girlfriend would be pissed off and would be about ready to feed her to the whales.

(i was going to put her name here…
to hell with it, i don’t even know why i’m not)

i’m so angry.
i’m so mad.
I can’t even talk right.
i’m so hurt&frustrated&sad&disappointed

God, help me.

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i dont know whats wrong with me.
why do i feel so sahglshglhglshglshgsahgsoihglshglsahglsh

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okay so i was better for a while ..

shit, here i go again.

i hate myself.
I don’t understand myself.
i hate being me.
i hate susan lu.

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